At the tender age of almost 44 I feel I finally will not be paying for the shortcomings of others anymore. It has been my damnation and it took me years to become adept at seeing the early signs of bullshit, to identify a provocation as an action to trigger a behaviour that is not in my interest, and to know when to answer and not to answer a provocation - silence is a powerful weapon if used shrewdly. I can now start building instead of patching up situations created by others. And just thinking about the energies that got freed and the possibilities I have in front of me I feel awashed with well being.
On a lighter note I think my little kitchen window is my first step towards creativity rather than plain reproduction. I find so beautiful how light can change dramatically what you see or perceive.
